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### Part 6

Baylor showed up at my apartment two nights later.

He did not buzz first. He pounded on my door like he still lived in a world where volume counted as authority.

I looked through the peephole and saw him standing in the hallway, baseball cap backward, jaw tight, one hand braced against the doorframe. He looked less like my older brother and more like a customer about to demand a refund.

“Open up, Maren,” he called. “I know you’re home.”

My neighbor’s dog barked.

I opened the door with the chain still latched.

His eyes dropped to it and narrowed. “Seriously?”

“Say what you came to say.”

He laughed once. “You’re enjoying this.”

“Enjoying what?”

“Dad feeling like garbage. Mom crying. Veda saying she doesn’t know if she can have the engagement brunch at the house now because everything feels weird.”

“That sounds hard for Veda.”

His mouth twisted. “You always do that. You act calm so everyone else looks crazy.”

“No, Baylor. Everyone else has been doing fine on their own.”

He stepped closer. The chain held.

“You need to call Dad and tell him you forgive him.”

“No.”

His face changed, just slightly. He had expected tears. He had expected bargaining. He had expected the old Maren, the one who would rather injure herself than make the hallway uncomfortable.

“You don’t get to blow up the family because Dad said one stupid thing.”

“He said what he meant.”

“He was embarrassed.”

“He should be.”

Baylor leaned in, voice dropping. “You think paying one bill makes you a saint?”

There it was.

One bill.

As if he knew exactly how to make kindness sound small.

I felt a memory rise before I could stop it: me at twenty-three, standing in the back office of Lowrie Hardware, staring at a supplier notice after Baylor had ordered inventory the store could not afford and then blamed the bookkeeping system I had built. My father had stormed in, red-faced, asking how I could be so careless. Baylor had stood behind him, silent, letting me absorb the blame.

I had paid that shortage from my savings too.

Three thousand dollars and change.

At the time, I told myself I was protecting the store. I told myself Baylor had panicked. I told myself Dad would never believe me anyway.

That was the first time I became useful as a scapegoat.

It was not the last.

“I’ve paid more than one bill,” I said.

Baylor’s eyes flickered.

Small. Fast.

But I saw it.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“It means you should leave.”

He pointed at me through the gap in the door. “Listen to me. Dad is talking about having Orson review the store accounts. He’s suddenly asking questions about things from years ago. Supplier problems. Old shortages. Who covered what. Why Mom kept calling you whenever money got tight.”

My skin prickled.

The envelope had not just made my father feel guilty.

It had made him curious.

And curiosity was dangerous in a family built on carefully arranged ignorance.

“That sounds like a conversation for you and Dad,” I said.

Baylor’s face flushed. “Don’t play dumb. You know he can’t handle stress right now.”

“Funny. Nobody worried about what I could handle when he called me a disgrace in front of the family.”

“You left town,” he snapped.

“I moved three hours away.”

“You left.”

“I left because every room in that house needed someone to blame, and my name fit too easily in everyone’s mouth.”

He looked away first.

That should have felt like victory.

It didn’t.

It felt like finding mold behind wallpaper. Proof that the rot had been there long before the smell.

Baylor lowered his voice. “Just tell him you forgive him. That’s all.”

“No.”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t.”

His hand dropped from the doorframe.

For a second, he looked genuinely confused, as if forgiveness had always been a button on my chest he could press whenever the family needed the machine to start working again.

I closed the door before he could speak.

The knock came again once. Hard.

Then footsteps retreated down the hall.