Chapter 4

My mother began crying on the other end of the phone.
My father finally spoke, his voice low. “This is an old business matter.”
Officer Ruiz said, “Then explain it.”
“I don’t have to explain private business over the phone.”
“No,” Ruiz replied. “But you may want to explain why someone connected to that private business expected your daughter to be alone in this house.”
The words landed like a slap.
I gripped the back of a dining chair. “Dad?”
For several seconds, all I heard was road noise through the phone. Tires humming. A turn signal clicking. My mother crying softly. Vanessa muttering, “What is going on?”
Then my father said, “Years ago, I borrowed money.”
My chest tightened.
“How much?” Officer Ruiz asked.
“That’s not relevant.”
“How much?” my mother demanded.
My father’s silence answered before he did.
“Two hundred thousand,” he said finally.
Vanessa gasped. “What?”
“It was for the business,” he barked. “For the family.”
My mother’s voice shook. “Richard, the business closed eight years ago.”
“It kept us afloat.”
“No,” I said. “It kept you looking successful.”
He ignored me. “Marcus Bell was a lender. Not a bank. I paid most of it back.”
Officer Ruiz’s eyes narrowed. “Most?”
“There were penalties. Interest. He disappeared for a while.”
“And now he’s back,” I said.
My father went silent again.
Officer Ruiz turned to one of the other officers near the entryway. “Run Marcus Bell. Local and state.”
The officer nodded and stepped outside.
I stared at the family photos turned toward the wall. My graduation picture was among them. In that photo, I was twenty-two, smiling beside my parents while my father’s hand gripped my shoulder too tightly. I remembered that day. I remembered him telling me not to embarrass the family by crying. I remembered Vanessa getting a new car for completing a six-month certificate program, while I was told my student loans would build character.
All my life, the rules had been wrapped in pretty words.
Responsibility.
Family.
Gratitude.
Role.
Now the word role sounded different. Not like duty. Like placement. Like bait.
“Did you know he might come here?” I asked.
My father did not answer.
“Did you know?” I repeated.
May you like
“I thought he was bluffing.”
The floor seemed to tilt beneath me.