Chapter 2

Snow started falling before we left Columbus.
It came down thick and soft, blurring the headlights and turning every lawn into a Christmas card. Maisie pressed her mittened hands to the backseat window and gasped every time we passed a house wrapped in lights.
“Does Grandma have a Christmas tree?” she asked.
“She always does,” I said.
“Will she like my dress?”
I glanced at her in the rearview mirror. Red velvet. White tights. Little black shoes. She had chosen a gold bow for her hair because, in her words, “Grandmas like shiny things.”
My throat tightened.
“She should,” Ryan said from the driver’s seat.
That word should sat between us all the way to my childhood home.
Diane’s house looked exactly as I remembered, but bigger somehow, like distance had stretched it. The porch rails were wrapped in garland. White candles glowed in every front window. A wreath the size of a tire hung on the door, dusted with fake snow and silver berries.
For a second, standing there with a casserole dish in my hands and Maisie beside me holding a wrapped gift, I let myself imagine something foolish.
My mother opening the door with tears in her eyes.
Tessa apologizing.
My father’s absence making all of us kinder.
Then Diane opened the door.
She wore a dark green dress, pearls, and the same cool expression she used to wear when I brought home a report card with one B.
“Oh,” she said. “You’re here.”
No hug.
No warmth.
Her eyes slid over me, paused on my coat, then moved to Ryan like she was inspecting furniture delivered to the wrong room.
Maisie lifted the gift with both hands.
“Merry Christmas, Grandma.”
Diane looked down at her.
For one bright second, my daughter smiled with all her heart.
Diane took the gift without bending. “Put your coats in the den. Guests will be here soon.”
Ryan’s jaw shifted.
I touched his sleeve.
Not yet, my fingers said.
The house smelled like pine, butter, roasted onions, and something creamy simmering in the kitchen. Music played low through hidden speakers. Every surface glittered. Diane had always been good at making a room look warm.
Tessa was on the sofa in a cream sweater dress, scrolling through her phone. She looked up when we entered, gave me a tiny smile with no teeth, and looked back down.
“Hi, Tessa,” I said.
“Hey.”
Maisie leaned against my leg.
I wanted to leave then.
I should have left then.
But one of Diane’s neighbors came in behind us, carrying wine and calling, “Diane, your house is gorgeous!” And my mother instantly transformed.
Her shoulders softened. Her laugh floated. She kissed cheeks. She touched my back and said, “And this is my eldest, Clara. We finally have her home.”
Finally.
Like I had been the one missing.
Like I had abandoned them.
For the next hour, I understood exactly why we had been invited.
Diane introduced me to people as proof. Proof she had a daughter. Proof she had a granddaughter. Proof no one should whisper about estrangement or ask why her Christmas cards never included us.
Maisie tried twice to talk to her. Diane answered both times with a distracted “That’s nice, sweetheart,” before turning away.
Ryan stayed close to me, one hand resting lightly at my back. He didn’t say I told you so. He didn’t need to.
Then I saw my father’s memorial table.
It stood in the corner near the fireplace, under a framed watercolor of a snowy barn. His portrait sat in a heavy silver frame, polished so brightly it reflected the candle beside it. A small vase of winter roses leaned toward the glass.
My chest hurt.
Maisie followed my gaze.
“Is that Grandpa Henry?”
I nodded. “Yes, baby.”
“He looks kind.”
“He was.”
She took one careful step closer, hands folded in front of her like she was in a museum.
Behind us, Tessa’s voice sharpened.
“No, I told you I’m not covering that,” she hissed into her phone.
She stood from the couch and began pacing, heels clicking hard against the floor. Her face was twisted, her free hand waving as she argued. I barely noticed until she crossed behind Maisie.
Then her elbow struck the memorial table.
The frame tipped.
For one slow second, I saw my father’s face tilt toward the floor.
Then the glass shattered at my daughter’s feet.
Maisie screamed in surprise, not pain. Just fear.
Tessa froze.
Her eyes flicked to the broken frame, then to the kitchen doorway, where Diane had just appeared holding a wide stainless-steel pot with both hands.
May you like
Tessa pointed at Maisie.
“Mom!” she cried. “She did it!”