Chapter 2

The helicopter touched down on the private landing pad behind the Merrick estate just after noon.
For a moment, no one moved.
The blades slowed above us, chopping the winter air into restless bursts that tugged at my coat and sent Grace’s curls flying around her cheeks. Beyond the landing pad, Julian’s childhood home stood exactly as I remembered it—cream stone walls, arched windows, red tile roof, and enormous wreaths tied with velvet ribbons hanging from every balcony.
It looked like a Christmas card.
That was the thing about beautiful houses. They could hold ugly memories and still gleam in the sunlight.
Harper pressed close to my side, one gloved hand tucked into mine. “Mom,” she whispered, looking up at the estate, “is this where you used to come for holidays?”
I followed her gaze to the front terrace, where I could just make out the tall doors I had once walked through as Julian’s wife.
“Yes,” I said. “A long time ago.”
Miles hopped down from the helicopter first, trying to look brave but glancing back to make sure I was watching. Wyatt followed more carefully, his gray eyes scanning everything with that quiet seriousness he carried like a little old soul. Grace came last, clutching the small gift bag she had insisted on bringing for “the grandma we haven’t met yet.”
I had almost told her not to.
Then I realized I didn’t want my children walking into that house with my fear packed into their hands.
So I had let her choose the present herself—a soft white scarf she thought looked “fancy but not too fancy,” wrapped in silver paper with a crooked bow she had tied three times before deciding it was perfect.
A black SUV waited near the landing pad, but I shook my head when the driver stepped forward.
“We’ll walk,” I said.
The children stayed close as we crossed the lawn. The air smelled faintly of oranges from the grove behind the property, mixed with pine and smoke from a fireplace inside. I remembered that smell. I remembered standing in this same yard at twenty-seven, newly married, nervous but hopeful, believing I had finally found a place I belonged.
Then I remembered standing in a doctor’s office weeks later, alone, staring at an ultrasound screen while four tiny heartbeats flickered like impossible miracles.
Four.
I had cried then—not out of fear, not exactly, but because there had been too much feeling for one body to hold.
By the time I called Julian, he had already stopped answering regularly.
By the time I told him I was pregnant, he had already decided what kind of woman I was.
By the time the doctor confirmed quadruplets, my husband’s signature was already on divorce papers.
“Mom?” Wyatt said.
I blinked and looked down. All four children were watching me.
“You okay?” he asked.
I smiled. “Yes.”
Grace narrowed her eyes. “That’s your grown-up yes.”
I almost laughed. “What does that mean?”
“It means not really, but you’re pretending because we’re here.”
Harper nodded wisely. “She does that before meetings too.”
Miles kicked at a pebble in the driveway. “Do we need a plan?”
His voice was serious enough that my chest softened.
“No battle plans,” I said gently. “No speeches. No trying to prove anything. We’re just going to have lunch, be polite, and let things happen one step at a time.”
“But are they nice?” Grace asked.
I looked up at the house.
There had been a time when I would have said yes immediately. Julian’s mother, Evelyn Merrick, had once been kind to me in the distant, polished way women from old families sometimes were. She sent flowers when I got a promotion. She remembered birthdays. She knew which fork belonged to which course and never seemed to misplace a word.
But kindness, I had learned, was not always the same as courage.
“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “Some might be. Some might not know what to say.”
Wyatt considered that. “That’s okay. Adults don’t know what to say a lot.”
“Especially when they’re wrong,” Miles added.
I gave him a look.
He lifted both hands. “What? I’m just making an observation.”
Before I could answer, the front doors opened.
A woman stepped out onto the terrace.
Evelyn Merrick was thinner than I remembered. Her silver-blond hair was swept into a neat twist, and she wore a deep green dress that made her look like she belonged in the house, not merely inside it. For one strange second, eight years collapsed between us. I saw her as she had been at my wedding, standing beside the aisle with a pearl necklace at her throat, telling me softly, “He’s lucky to have you.”
Now her gaze moved from me to the four children around me.
She froze.
Not dramatically. She did not gasp or clutch her pearls or stagger backward like someone in a movie.
She simply stopped.
Her hand remained on the doorframe. Her face, always controlled, emptied of every practiced expression.
The children went quiet.
I kept walking until we reached the bottom of the steps.
“Merry Christmas, Evelyn,” I said.
Her lips parted. For a moment, no sound came out.
Then she whispered, “Tessa.”
There was my name, carrying eight years of silence inside it.
Grace stepped forward before I could stop her and held out the gift bag. “We brought you a scarf. It’s soft.”
Evelyn looked at the bag as if she had never seen a gift before.
Then her eyes moved to Grace’s face.
That was when I saw recognition strike.
Not full understanding. Not yet.
Recognition was smaller than that. It was the moment a person’s heart notices something before the mind has permission to believe it.
Evelyn reached slowly for the bag. “Thank you, sweetheart.”
Grace smiled, that crooked grin brightening her whole face.
Evelyn’s fingers tightened around the handles.
Behind her, voices drifted from inside the house—laughter, the clink of glass, someone calling for more ice. A normal Christmas. A normal family gathering.
Then a man appeared behind Evelyn.
Julian.
He was older, of course. There were faint lines at the corners of his eyes and a little more definition in his face, but time had been kind to him in the way it often was to men who never had to explain their disappearances. He wore a charcoal sweater over a white shirt, sleeves pushed to his forearms, wedding ring gleaming on his left hand.
His smile began automatically.
“Tessa,” he said, stepping beside his mother. “You actually—”
The words died.
His eyes landed on Wyatt first.
I watched it happen.
The easy confidence left his face so quickly it was almost painful to see. His gaze moved from Wyatt to Miles, from Miles to Harper, from Harper to Grace, then back to me. He blinked once, twice, as if the picture might rearrange itself if he gave it time.
No one spoke.
Not me.
Not Evelyn.
Not the children.
The door behind Julian opened wider, and a woman stepped into view holding a glass of sparkling cider. She was beautiful in a warm, composed way—dark hair, soft brown eyes, cream sweater, gold earrings shaped like tiny stars. I knew her from photographs Maren had accidentally shown me once before realizing whose social media page she had opened.
Camille.
Julian’s wife.
She looked from him to me, then to the children, and her expression changed in a way I had not expected.
Not jealousy.
Not suspicion.
Concern.
“Julian?” she asked quietly.
He did not answer.
Miles leaned toward me and whispered, “Is that him?”
The question carried clearly in the cold air.
Julian flinched.
Evelyn closed her eyes.
Camille’s hand lowered slowly to her side.
I drew a breath. The moment I had imagined for years had arrived, and now that it was here, it did not feel triumphant. It felt fragile. Like a glass ornament slipping from a branch.
“Yes,” I said softly. “That’s Julian.”
Wyatt looked up at him with those steel-gray eyes.
Julian stared back at his own face in miniature.
Something inside him seemed to give way.
“Tessa,” he said, voice rough. “What is this?”
I held his gaze. “This is Wyatt. Miles. Harper. Grace.”
Each child looked up as I said their name.
“They’re my children,” I continued. “They’re eight.”
The number moved across Julian’s face like a shadow.
Eight.
A simple word with an entire history behind it.
May you like
Camille’s eyes flicked toward Julian. “Eight?”
He swallowed.