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Chapter 21 - Gloria’s apology

Gloria’s first apology was exactly what I expected.

“I’m sorry you misunderstood my discipline.”

No.

Then:

“I’m sorry Lizzy was frightened.”

Passive.

No.

Then:

“I’m sorry one mistake erased everything I did for her.”

Also no.

Two years after the storm, a letter arrived through Rebecca.

Four pages.

I nearly did not read it.

First line:

“I locked Lizzy in the storage room.”

I continued.

“I called it a quiet room because that sounded better than closet.”

There.

“I knew she hated it.”

There.

“I believed that was why it worked.”

My hands went cold.

Then:

“I thought if crying stopped, the behavior had improved. I did not ask whether she stopped because she was calm or because she was afraid.”

That was the center.

She continued:

“On the storm night, she cried for Rachel and refused dinner. I was angry because I had spent almost two years feeling that nothing I did could make her stop missing her mother.”

Painful.

Honest.

“I treated her grief as rejection of me.”

There.

“I put her in the room because I wanted control before I left for dinner.”

Then:

“I told myself Walt would let her out. I did not ask him because part of me wanted her to remain until she stopped.”

I stopped.

Cried.

Then read the financial paragraph.

“I also used money meant for Lizzy for things that were mine. I told myself caring for her entitled me to reimbursements I never formally requested. That was wrong.”

No blame on Walt.

Then:

“Walt made his own choices.”

Good.

Finally:

“I am sorry I made a grieving child prove obedience before she could receive comfort.”

That sentence mattered.

I did not send it to Lizzy.

She was eight.

Not her burden yet.

I replied:

May you like

“I received your letter. Thank you for being specific.”

Nothing else.

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