Chapter 14 - The burn clinic

Healing was not dramatic.
It was repetitive.
Dressings.
Moisturizer later.
Pain medicine.
Keeping Ellie from scratching.
A toddler cannot understand:
Please preserve the integrity of your healing epidermis.
She understood:
No touch.
Then touched.
At the burn clinic, Dr. Shah said most areas were closing well.
No graft.
No infection.
Possible temporary pigment changes.
Maybe a faint scar along the upper chest.
Too early to know.
The facial area looked likely to heal especially well.
I cried from relief.
Again.
Ellie mostly cared about the stickers.
A nurse gave her a unicorn.
She put it on my forehead.
For the first time since the incident, I laughed without guilt.
That mattered.
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Trauma makes joy feel disloyal at first.
It is not.