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Chapter 10 - My own history At nineteen, I was not calm.

I want that understood.

People later watched breakfast-hall footage and said:

“How did you stay so composed?”

Practice.

Not personality.

My first year in the Navy, an older sailor once took my tray because I was “sitting in his spot.”

I protested.

He told me:

“You’ll understand rank when you earn some.”

He was not even senior enough to say that with credibility.

I threw my drink at him.

Then spent weeks being known as the woman who “couldn’t take a joke.”

I learned two things.

First:

Humiliation feels physically hot.

Second:

The person who loses control can become the easiest part of the story to discipline.

That did not mean never act.

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It meant act accurately.

At thirty-four, I no longer needed to prove my anger existed by making the room feel it.

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