Chapter 21 - LILY BLAMES HERSELFLily asked:

“Did Mommy get hurt because I was noisy?”
I had no idea where that came from.
Sarah did.
Marcus often told Lily:
“See what you make your mother deal with?”
There.
Children turn adult violence inward with terrifying efficiency.
Sarah said:
“No.”
Lily:
“But Daddy was mad.”
“Daddy was responsible for what Daddy did.”
“Even if I cried?”
“Yes.”
“Even if the babies cried?”
“Yes.”
Lily thought.
Then:
“Even if Mommy yelled?”
Sarah’s face broke.
“Yes.”
May you like
I watched.
Lesson for all of us.
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