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Chapter 24 - MY OWN APOLOGYI owed Sophie one too.

Not for Mark’s choices.

For mine.

The kick.

The questions.

Missing signs.

One night I told her:

“When I came into the bathroom, I kicked Daddy.”

“I know.”

“That scared you.”

“Yes.”

“I was trying to keep you safe, but I also got very angry.”

“He fell in the water.”

“Yes.”

She smiled slightly.

“Big splash.”

I almost smiled too.

Then:

“I should have focused on getting you out safely.”

“Did you say sorry to Daddy?”

Hard question.

“Yes.”

I had.

During a mediated session.

Not for stopping him.

For unnecessary force beyond what I believed was required.

Sophie thought.

“Daddy said sorry to me.”

“Yes.”

“Everybody says sorry.”

“Sometimes everybody has something.”

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She accepted that.

A family can survive mixed responsibility better when adults stop ranking apologies like medals.

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