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Chapter 20 - Ethan and I decide what our wedding meant

Three months after the canceled ceremony, Ethan asked:

“Do you still want to marry me?”

Not:

When.

Not:

Can we reschedule.

Do you still want to?

I answered:

“Yes.”

Then:

“I don’t want another wedding.”

He smiled.

“Thank God.”

I laughed.

First easy laugh in months.

We decided to wait.

Not because of scandal.

Because I needed my relationship with Victoria to exist separately from my relationship with Ethan.

I did not want marriage to become a shortcut forcing intimacy with a newly discovered biological family.

That was something Victoria understood surprisingly well.

She said:

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“You don’t owe me daughterhood because you love Ethan.”

Best sentence she gave me that year.

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